Username: Amysexybbw1 Date: 04-11-2024 04:14:24 Mood: horny Music:

 This is my true story of a divorce country bbw found out that there are men out there that like a woman like me. I lived in a rural area most of my life. I was always a bigger woman and yes before I was married I was a very naughty woman. I got around and I was definitely the center of attention.  I blossomed at an early age and I found I enjoyed the attention it got me . I was brought up in a religious family and I got in trouble a lot because I did things I probably shouldn't have. I smoked and ran around as my mom use to call it  I have always been a very sexual woman I love sex  .  Well I met my husband when I was in my early twenties and we got married. He was ok I was a little more naughty in the sex department but I tried to make the best of it. I have to admit I have a couple of sexual things I really enjoy that he was kinda ok with but he didn't really satisfy my needs. I love oral sex and I have since I gave my first blowjob and after I got my first taste of a mans juice I have been hooked. We settled in to our lives and things were ok till a few years ago we found out my husband became impodent at first he blamed me telling me it was because of how ugly and fat I was a really destroyed my self esteem.  So I made him a a doctor's appointment and found out why that is why we could never have children as well. He could never really cum when we did anything and the doctor told us that was the reason. Well things between us got worse and we decided to get a divorce. The company I work for was looking for someone to go open a new location in a couple of states away and I decided I would go for it I fresh start in a new town and state. So I packed up and started my new life. They found me a nice townhouse and I was really feeling excited I had never really lived in the city before. I pulled up and started moving in and I met my new neighbors. They seemed nice and the gentleman next door was very helpful. He was a very good looking black guy and he was definitely a few years younger than me but he was very nice. After a long day he smiled and said he was going to go get a shower and he would talk with me later. I decided to relax I got conferable I took off my bra and put on a t shirt and shorts . I decided to go out for a cigarette I didn't really think I just went out on the porch and before long he came over and we were talking then I realized my nipples were standing straight out. I felt so embarrassed I hoped he didn't notice we talked a little more and then I told him I was going in for the night. He smiled and said if you need anything just knock on my door. When I got in the house I was so embarrassed what was you thinking I asked myself first day. Then I thought he would never go for a woman like me anyway. Well the next day I got up and started my day I got my coffee and made sure I had my robe on this time and I went out and drank my coffee and had my cigarette. That afternoon I heard a knock on my door it was my neighbor from the other side. She was ok but she was definitely a prude she told me to keep an eye on the man next door she was definitely pregedest and she told me she was moving because he moved in she did a few weeks later. I smiled and said I am from the country and I can take care of myself. She said he might do something to you like violating you or something. I told her I would be fine. She left and at first I was like wow City people are crazy. To be honest I still had very low self esteem and thought no one would want a fat older woman like me. A little bit later in the evening I heard a knock on my door again. I was definitely hoping it wasn't her again. To my surprise it wasn't it was my neighbor Tom he smiled and said just wanted to see if you needed any help with anything. I smiled and said come in I do need a little help. He smiled and said okay we put the rest of my stuff together and we started talking at the table and we ended up on the porch smoking cigarettes and I really enjoyed his company. After he left that night I had my first sexual dream I have had in a little while. I dreamed that he came in my house and into my bedroom and got in bed with me and started doing me just then my alarm went off. I woke up I was so exciting and so horny I was just so wow . I just couldn't get it off my mind I wasn't scared or afraid I was really turned on. I made it through the day and got home. When I pull up my other neighbor was waiting you let him in your house your going to get in trouble he's going to do something to you. I smiled and said I will be fine. That night we talked on the porch and I decided to do something for all the help he had given me. I asked him if he would like to have dinner the next night. He smiled and said yes I would love it . So after work I stopped and picked up some stuff and I made us a nice meal. We talked and we were really becoming friends. Then things started to get a little flirty I guess you could say. I was putting the dishes in the sink and he smiled and said that was great.  I said thank you. Then he said if I was your man I would never divorce or leave you your great. I smiled and said for a moment right. He said no mam you are a very beautiful woman and you know how to treat a person. He smiled and told me he found out what the other neighbor was saying. I was a flattered and a little excited too. He smiled and said he was going to go home for the night. I just learned into him and hugged him and he kissed my cheek. After he left it was like a door open to my past I started having that old feeling again I was about to go back to my old self and I was really excited about it. As I was laying in bed I was thinking I can do whatever I want now I can be the woman I have hidden for years. Be honest al wives have fantasies and yes we have interracial ones.  But I have never been with a black man before because it was a big tattoo back in the woods. Well I decided that I was going to see how things played out. The next day he came over and said he was going to mow the yard he did booth of ours. He was definitely playing me he took off his shirt and watching the sweet drip from his muscular chest was burning me up inside.

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