Username: SOXWON04/07 Date: 06-08-2012 13:28:46 Mood: angry Music:

I am sick and tired of people Judging me about living the Lifestyle .So lets get a few things straight first .#1   I am happily Married and love my husband very much . We make Love and its awesome very inmate and he is my soul mate ! I am never going to leave him ! #2  I have regular sex with many Black Men always have and always will . My husband understands this and Loves me for who I am and does not judge me. I Fuck Black Men because it makes me feel like a complete woman . I make no excuses my husband knows this from back when we were dating and accepts this so stop judging me . I am a Mother of two Beautiful children that my husband and I Love dearly and yes they are Biracial  .  He Loves them as if they we his children and loves them very much .  #3  I am not playing games with fake people any more and family members that judge me .Plus will all those  fake profiles out there stop wasting my time  .    Sorry had to blow off some steam !!!

Username: SOXWON04/07 Date: 20-11-2013 05:27:04 Mood: don't know Music:

OK here we go I just had a beautiful happy healthy baby boy last month 8lbs 5 oz .( Yes mixed race ) My lovers  baby (yes he is Black ) my second with him girl & a boy . Every thing was going great my Husband who is white has always been ok with my passion and love of black men back even back when we were dating and never said a cross word  . He has always let me do my thing . So here's my problem he has a girlfriend now . I know who am I to talk after all the years of living the lifestyle ? But I find my self really jealous of him his girlfriend who is a young beautiful black woman  whom he works with .She is smart pretty and always dressed like a women who is going places .Sorry feeling a little down with my self baby weight etc .

I know I know whats good for me should be good for him also .

Just needed to vent a little !