
11-08-2011, 05:47 AM
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Join Date: Nov 2011
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My wife continued to screw her ex.
I first met my wife 6 years ago. She had recently broken up with her previous boyfriend after finding out that he had cheated on her. I could tell from the beginning that she still had feelings for him, which was understandable because she had lost her virginity to him. While I felt a little bit jealous about her feelings for him I thought that in time she would get over him and we would be happy in eachother. Things seemed to be going well, she moved into my place after a couple of weeks because she had been sleeping on her friends couch after the breakup.
About 5 weeks after we started dating she sent me a message to say she would be home a bit later than usual because she had to go to the post office on the way home. I thought nothing of it until she got home and I could tell something was up. As soon as she came home she rushed to the bathroom, locked the door and had a shower. When she finished in the shower I demanded to know what was going on. She told me that she had agreed to go with the ex for a cup of coffee so that he could apologise. I asked her what else happened. She said that she got lost in the moment and agreed to go back to his place, they had sex, she felt guilty and she came home.
I was devastated. I knew she still had feeling for him but I didn't think she would sleep with him again. I asked her if it was just a one off to get it our of her system. She said yes, she wouldn't do it again, she just needed some closure. I said that I forgave her but that she wasn't to do it again. She then said she didn't really think that it counted as cheating anyway because it was an ex and they had slept together before. I couldn't believe she was trying to justify it but I figured she just felt guilty so I agreed in order to not make her feel bad.
A few days later she came home quite late again and I asked her where she had been all that time. Casually she told me that she had been at her ex's place. I couldn't believe it, I was really pissed off this time. I asked her what she was doing, I said that she promised to leave him alone. She reminded me that I had said it wasn't really cheating because it was her ex. I couldn't believe the nerve of her. I asked her about her promise not to fuck him again, she replied that they hadn't fucked, they ran out of time because he had to go to work. Said it like it was no big deal. I asked her what happened then and she casually said that she had given him a blowjob. She told me she didn't think it was a big deal because it was just a blowjob. I agreed that it wasn't so bad but made her promise again that she would stop.
This time I thought we had it sorted out, but a couple of weeks later we were both at home when she got a message on her phone. She was outside watering the plants and I was feeling a bit snoopy so I checked the message. As suspected, it was the ex asking her to come over. I went to confront her. I asked her why she didn't tell him it was over. She turned it back on me and got cranky at me for snooping. We argued and she stormed off to her car and took off. I knew where she was going and I waited at home, broken, for her return. Eventually she returned, her anger was gone and she was very happy. I asked her if she had gone to his place. She said yes. I asked her if she cheated again. She said that she thought we had broken up. I told her we hadn't broken up and she said she was glad because she would have missed being with me.
Back then I hadn't even heard of the term cuckold, but I knew that is what I had become. I had accepted that my GF would never stop fucking her ex. I had the choice, I could leave her or I could put up with it. For some reason that I could never understand back then I chose to accept it. We sat down and talked about it and I told her that I accepted it as long as she didn't sneak around. She kissed me and thanked me and said that she loves me so much. This realisation really changed me and open my eyes sexually to the wonders of being a cuck.
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